Happy, Merry, New Year, everybody (which sadly now amounts to only me talking to myself). I managed to wake up in time to watch the ball drop....then we all hugged and sang a few 'rounds of a homemade happy new year song, then we all fell out sleep...exhausted...it's been a long year! Really, it has been a long year. I am looking forward to the next year being exciting and prosperous...
Let me get real, I really don't feel that right now...that's what I'm pos to say...right, excited...prosperous new beginnings, it's going to be o.k....yep, the politically correct thing to say...
When I really feel scared and exhausted and unable to focus and raggitty! Just plain ole raggity! Raggity job, raggity accounts, raggity state of mind...you know, just raggitty.
So, is the truth going to set me free? Proly not. (Remember, my self esteem is ragitty too)
So what do I do? I've read all the books and even saw the movie, I know where this is leading. Negative thinking equals negative manifestations riiight? I was all hyped up at the beginning of the year. I read The Secret which lead to some other books and I started like an AA for negative thinking. I was almost on step 7 and 1/2 when I started to back slide...now I am like a crack head of negative thinking...a fraud I tell ya...I just can't let it go...it be callin' me...
So again what do I need to do...damn! I'mma go clean up...cleaning the kitchen always makes me feel betta...lata
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